#bai xizhuang x reader

[elowhinn]

As the X number one fan I gotta ask u what do you think about girl dad X bro because I had a vision in my dreams and now I gotta raise my voice with this

A/N : As X's no.1 and ONLY true fan /j I'm actually way ahead and thought of that weeks ago. What do you guy's think the baby's name should be? ALSOO- Hii, I'm back I had to take a short impromptu break for my declining mental health and all that jazz so I'm so sorry :( Hope you guys forgive me.

Btw I wrote this in the peak writing conditions- I.E early morning ( 3-4 A.M ) in a bathrobe and with music. This is both headcanons and a small scenario,

CHARACTERS | X ( Bai Xizhuang ) , Reader ( You )

INCLUDES | Girldad!X is canon, ooc X would've been the one to give birth, siri play daddy issues by the neighbourhood.

One, two, three, four- He counted— Circles upon circles as he paced around in the hallway outside of the Labor room, fingers fidgeting with a golden coin— and his chest beating rapidly, heart pounding against his ribs so hard that it hurt. It wasn’t meant to go like this, no- he’d never have things go this way— He promised, he vowed that he’ll be with you till death do you both part-

But what is Bai Xizhuang supposed to do without you?

A sharp pang pierced itself into Bai Xizhuang’s chest- as finally, he stopped— Stopped pacing, stopped fidgeting- that enough was the answer, airways felt as if they were tightening up— forcing him to gasp for shallow breaths of air, and his fists clenched. He doesn’t know. Neither did he want to dwell on such a timeline, he didn’t wanna be trapped in his imagination— The image of you being possibly gone from his life forever.

He tried his best— He made sure that your health, mental- and physical— So why, why is everything turning for the worse- He didn’t want his last memory of you be the one where you screamed in agony inside that damn room- as he was escorted out.

It happened so fast— Your hand in his own squeezing it tightly as you gave birth, nurse’s and doctors surround the both of you— And you closed your eyes, there the mayhem began. Shouts and medical orders thrown around in the room like breakable objects, suddenly he felt his arm being pulled back by personnel- telling him to leave the room,

No- No, please— He begged, but they didn’t budge, and that’s what brought him here today- A total mess,

And for the first time, X— Couldn’t do anything. He can’t take your pain away— can’t even ensure your survival— Can’t use his ability to change things, he couldn’t snap his fingers and everything magically got better-

And yet he’s left with the one thing that gave him such, belief.

He could only believe that you’ll survive- pray that you’ll be there with him- alive and healthy- to raise your baby girl.

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“ Sir.. I’m sorry for your loss. “ No— no… He quickly sped past the doctor, fingers pushed against the door as he barged into the room and- You were there. Alive, breathing and smiling at him tiredly with as much cheekiness you could muster in that moment- Giving him two peace signs, head tilting to the side—

“ You thought I died didn’t you— “ You joked, voice hoarse and cracked— eyes crinkling as you stared at him directly- breathing in slow and steady, X visibly sighed in relief- before gently bending over beside the bed— Hand reaching out to touch the side of your cheek, caressing it in a tender embrace as your warmth seeped through and gave heat to his cold ones.

“ Don’t ever fucking do that again. “ X then let out a grumble- not annoyed, but worried— Soft, yet still stern. Glossy dark eyes bore into yours, glasses shining with the bright and cool hospital light. He leaned in closer to you as he kissed the side of your forehead, glasses bumping into it as he stayed there- still and for awhile.

You laughed as you gave into him, disheveled hair pressing into his neck, “ M’sorry, couldn’t help it, love… “ You murmured tiredly, your thumb gently rubbing circles into his free one. Snickering a bit as you basked in his presence, suddenly— “ Are you alright- is everything fine— our baby, where- “ X rambled out, panic settling into his bones once more—

Gently bringing your pointer finger to your lips- “ Ssh- Look over there, they’re bringing her in. “ You stated, pointing to the nurse who brought the bundle of joy into the room— The nurse smiled at the both of you as she handed you the baby,

“ Congratulations Mrs, and Ms— It’s a healthy baby girl, now- Do you both have a name in mind? “

Congratulations indeed on surviving the ‘Dead Wife, Unhappy Life’ curse— X, you certainly are one lucky bastard.

Putting that aside, X is definitely the best— He’s the one to let you rest as much as you can, often doing the chores and more around the house— The baby cries? Snap, and he’s in the nursery in an instant already cooing and making the baby laugh as he has her all cradled in his arms, giggling and creating silly gestures.

Whenever it’s ‘Bring your Kid to work-day’ Believe that he’s going into his workplace— with a cute and pastel pink baby carrier, and all his co-workers are surprised because what do you mean this man is married? And has a kid no less!? As introverted as he is, he has to ( sadly ) suck it up and talk to the other parents to get advice and more just to learn how to care of both of yall’s child together.

The type to sob uncontrollably as his daughter has to go to her first day of kindergarten, taking pictures and always willing to miss a day of work just to go to his daughters events- The loudest to cheer, and the loudest to cry.

His fans would immediately notice that he looks more tired, and quote ‘fatherly’ during his streams— Only for him to laugh it off, and— yet you see him winking cheekily to the camera, never giving a coherent answer— But maybe it has something to do with the ring on his ring finger. ( Everyone is so intrigued and curious, and he’s out here living his best life. )

He’d walk in on you trying to teach your daughter to say the word ‘Dada’ and she keeps saying ‘Mama’ instead— Oh he’d be devastated, and yet- When the day finally comes that your daughter would say the world ‘Dada’ he’s jumping and jolly.

Anyways did you know that your daughter is an exact clone of your husband? Save for the eyes, she inherited from you— But believe if she’s exactly like her father then she’s a total mommy’s girl, just like ‘Dada’ who can’t keep his hands off you- neither can your daughter. ( But it’s cute to see them battling it out for your attention, hehe. )

When you were recovering he was there at your beck and call— Chocolates, movies- everything, X is the best husband- Even managed to get his boss to agree to him doing a PPL ( Payed Parental Leave ) Just so he could be there by your side, tending to your physical and emotional needs.

X would look at you feeding your baby, and wonder if he too— could try it one day.

Y’know, Love… Our kid just said she wanted a new sibling for Christmas.. Just saying.

[whinelo]

Elo, I know you're probably inundated with requests at the moment but hear me out; after the disappointment of today's episode - not you 👑Queen👑, you are a gift and we're thankful you're here - I say we bully X in revenge.

Prompt:

Bob trying to initiate ♥️ 𝓢𝓮𝔁𝔂 𝓽𝓲𝓶𝓮��� ♥️ with his lover but can't because he's got back pains. Maybe he overdid it with hero work. Maybe his shitty posture working long hours at the office have come back to haunt him. Maybe it's his age.

I need to see this man cockblocked and inconvenienced in the most stupidest way possible as revenge.

Yes, lover doting over him and giving him a back massage is cute and very appreciated, but X can still be pissed about getting cockblocked.

A/N : This is now officially part of the X-Fam requests, WARA your requests are so creative and I’m so glad I can write these ideas. hopefully for you all my writing quality is getting better ! :3, also hello to all my 64 ( by the time i wrote this ) followers you guys are my baddies frfr /j 𝓢𝓮𝔁𝔂 𝓽𝓲𝓶𝓮𝓼 LMFAO ah yes i’d love to do 𝓢𝓮𝔁𝔂 𝓽𝓲𝓶𝓮𝓼, also two requests in one day elo?? X has mind controlled me into doing this, but like needy!X guys… needy!X..

CHARACTERS | X ( Bai Xizhuang ) , Reader ( You )

INCLUDES | Absurd Humor, My defense on Queen ( She deserves better. ), And X getting cockblocked and ( nearly getting ) sent to sleep on the couch, sexual themes ( nothing too explicit though )

“ I’ll go grab my chips- and watch two hot-chicks go at it! And here comes John Powersuit throwing cold water all over me- “

The silence that followed after you shut off the TV was deafening, slowly your arm that was still pointed towards the screen slowly fell back down to your side- Remote in hand. You too remained quiet- slowly processing the events that transpired, you knew your husband would be participating in it— the tournament, the dark horse that took everything by storm, you knew he’d win with a snap of his finger literally.

Black sleeved arms quickly wrap around your shoulders in a gentle hold, “ There you are, “ Bai Xizhuang murmured into your ear, breath fanning hot against your earlobe as strands of dark hair tickled against you— Instinctively you leaned your head back, “ No overtime today, huh? “ You calmly spoke, looking at him through the corner of your eye.

He hummed, his voice reverberating with timbre deep into your ear. “ Mhm, “ Slowly feeling his head drift down lower, closer to the crook of your neck- Inhaling in your scent as you both sat there in quiet comfort, until suddenly you felt his breath tickle your neck this time.

“ I missed you so much, love.. “ Using your palm to quickly push his head backwards, he wouldn’t budge- instead groaning as he closed the already minimal distance between his mouth and your neck- you let out a noise of protest, although.. with things like these your husband never actually listened- “ Oh really now? “ You teased, your voice heavy with hidden emotion as your hand then drifted to his own.

“ Are you doubting me? “ Bai Xizhuang challenged, “ Not for a second, “ You relented.

Letting go of you, he climbed over the couch he quickly plopped unto the soft cushions with you— Before quickly pouncing on you once more, his head nuzzling into your chest as he made himself comfortable. “ Bai Xizhuang.. You’re still in your work clothes. “ You huffed, your two hands pushing back against his shoulders- his arms snaked around your waist holding you tightly,

“ Don’t care, “ He giggled, laughing into your chest- His glasses pressing against you, ( you’re sure that the shape of his glasses would leave an indentation the moment you check later. ) Rolling your eyes you then grumbled, “ Well I do, take a shower. “ Forcefully trying to peel him off of you, he then looked up at you- eyes soft, as he gave his sweetest smile ( That’s not gonna work anymore, Bai Xizhuang. ) He then tilted his head to the side,

“ .. Five more minutes..? “ Bai Xizhuang squeaked out,

“ Couch? “

And with that ( with the saddest puppy eyes you’ve ever seen, ) he finally, “ Yes, ma’am… “ -peeled himself off of you.

Today's Mission : Give the kid you babysat before justice! First hour accomplished,

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Taking off his glasses, he set gently placed it atop the bathroom tabletop- his vision blurring drastically.

Stripping himself off of his work clothes- he threw it all into it’s designated laundry basket, feet pressed against the against tile— and air blew softly on his skin. X then entered the shower, closing the sliding door as he entered. His arm raised forward to turn the shower knob, and in seconds warm water droplets fell unto him; drenching his body whole.

Steam slowly built up unto the ceiling, fogging the mirror- and the shower door.

And breaking the stream of static noise the door creaked open, “ Honey— wow, it is a sauna over here. “ Your voice cut through, stepping into the bathroom ( he presumes by the dull sound, ) The fogged up glass door obstructing his view of you- but faintly he watched as your blob-like figure bend down, was it laundry day already? Uh.. abruptly breaking his train of thought, you hummed out a simple tune.

Ear’s perked up the moment he picked up on even the slightest decibel of your voice— He needs you.. cheeks flush and his body reacted, bringing his hand to the sliding door; he knocked, once- twice— Just enough to get your attention on him, you gave out a soft ‘Hm?’— And with ease, he then wrote— Fingers dripping as he wrote on the foggy glass.

‘Wanna Join?’

Through the small lines he wrote he could see you clearly— “ Never knew you could write backwards, honey. “ You shrugged as you went out of the bathroom, laundry basket in hand.

What.

And then the door clicked closed.

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As of lately X felt it.

The dull yet excruciating pain from his lower backside— could it finally be that finally, his years of having a shitty posture while in front of the desk was finally coming back to gnaw at him? Or was it his diet finally biting him in the ass— In X’s opinion neither the former or the latter was the answer, this pain stemmed from his [ Name ] withdrawals, the only true medicine he needed in his life.

He had his palm faced flat against his lower back, hair still wet and dripping as he put his clothes on— Using his towel to dry his hair up, another— far more serious thought entered his mind, ��Is [ Name ] mad at me.. ?’ Horror and dread wrapped itself around him like a cobra would to their prey— Cold sweat started to form droplets on his forehead as goosebumps traveled all over his body-

Is she..?

As if on cue, you entered your shared bedroom— Phone in hand as you finished the call with Cyan, a few moments prior, “ Love—! There you are, have you told the kids that we’re gonna' go out this week? Especially Xinya, oh- and don’t forget Luo and Lin ling— Is that all of them.. uhm.. “ Fingers pressed to the side of your cheek as you tried to recall all of the kids the both of you had taken guardianship for.

You mumbled incoherent words as you pondered, but X only really ever thought of one thing— Standing up from the bed, he quickly wrapped his arms around you- your face getting buried in his chest as you audibly gulped- arms tracing down to your lower back as he slowly created some distance for you to able to look up at him, “ Fuck- pleaase.. [ Name ], honey- baby- love.. I need you so, so much. “ But he failed and instead buried himself atop your head, breathing in your shampoo..

“ Huh— What are you doing, Bai Xizhuang- “

He then whined out, “ Are you mad at me..? I’ll make it up to you, I swear. “ X— pressed himself against you, legs intertwining with yours as he tried to pull you over to the bed, ( not the keyword : tried, he actually was pulling you against your shared bed. ) Gently pushing you, you fell softly unto the sheets as small oomph! Escaped from your, very- very kissable lips.

“ Wai-wait, wait! “

Mission Failed, we’ll get him next time boys.

[sakumz]

a/n : ooc ig

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[ x bai xizhuang x reader ]

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you were one of the leading female heroes out there. one of DOS famous heroes. of course people were expecting you to take part in the hero ranking tournament to become number one.

watching queen and bowa's match, you already knew the outcome. you'd lose against this mysterious x. maybe you should withdraw, all this unnecessary stress building up without having fought the man, it'd be best if you withdraw, right?

but the tiny part of you, doesn't want to let your fans down. they trust that you'll take part in the tournament, maybe you'll taste the same medicine or feed him the one he gave to queen and bowa. laughing bitterly at the cold night, you force yourself to sleep.

standing in front of you was the hero, x... he smiles and waves, the same greeting gesture he gave queen and maybe bowa. you smile back awkwardly.

" you're the limitless hero, they call? "

" yes but let's skip the small talk, you already know how this ends, " he snap his fingers.

transporting you and him to the moon, you're left speechless. he looks ravishing with the moon shining behind him. standing up quickly from the ground, you summon your weapon as he does the same.

" I won't go down that easy! " you challenge, running towards the man and swinging around your weapon, he blocks every move with ease.

he really fits being number one, every dodge is with grace and elegance. he looks dashing either way, you flush red at the man as he lets out a laugh. throwing your weapon towards him, you make a run after, ready to throw a punch but he grabs your fist in his larger hand.

" you're definitely different from the other two, too bad we know how this ends. " with another snap of his fingers, you're back in the arena, on the floor.

your vision is a blurry mess. forcing yourself to sit up, you shake your head to get rid of the fatigue, looking around. you were alone. sighing heavily, you fainted from the exhaustion.

" he was something wasn't he? " queen says when you finally woke up.

" yes... though he does deserve the spot somehow, " you place your arm over your eyes.

" I think I'll quit being a hero, " queen quickly rushes to your side.

" are you serious? you're a great hero, it's just one loss for us, we can try again! isn't that what you told me, " she placed her hand on your shoulder, you can't help but laugh at her response.

" I get you but he was the embodiment of power, maybe you can beat him but I can't and I never will, I'm... scared, " you say the last word in a hushed tone, tears welling up in your eyes.

queen left you alone after. not saying a word, the world already fathom you would lose, seeing the other two top female heroes go down in seconds. the expectations of others was really eating you up alive. did you fail the people that still trusted you with your powers that you could beat this x?

you pull the blanket over your head, taking your phone from the table, you read the latest comments on your fight. letting out disappointed sighs as they all said the same thing. some even cursing you to quit, calling you the last hope to change the female hero views if you were hero x. too drown in your own world, you didn't even realise someone had taken a seat on the chair, queen was on earlier.

he awkwardly cleared his throat, causing you to curl yourself into a ball, blanket still covering you.

" go away mickey or ken... or queen, " your voice comes out muffled as the person still in your room remains quiet.

you continue scrolling nonetheless.

" woah she should quit being a hero! hear that, it's a sign, " your voice wavering, as you aggressively pull the blanket away, showing your phone at the person you assume was either mickey, ken or still queen. only for you to drop your phone, tears threatening to fall as you take in the sight of the person you never really wanted to see.

" don't look at me! " you rub your eyes, tears finally breaking free, he awkwardly tries to push your hands away, offering you the tissue box as you take it.

" I- what are you even doing here, rubbing your victory? " x could only smile at your assumptions.

" no, of course not. I don't get why the hero fans or society seemed more angry at you compared to the two other ladies when you lost against the same man. " you glared at him, throwing the box back at him and standing up.

" they say third times a charm and I was the third female hero to go against you, of course they'd still had little hopes a woman will finally take the position of x after like what, a decade? I was also one of the top heroes, a well known hero! " you throw the pillow at him as he doesn't move, letting the pillow smack him on the face as it falls.

" so the world is just upset, you lost? " you can't help but grab onto his white suit, pulling him towards you as you continue to glare daggers at him.

does he not realise how much of the hatred and disappointment you're getting from the loss. nobody knows who this limitless hero x is, was in the first place.

you sigh, letting him go.

" what are you doing here anyways, those flowers couldn't be for me, is it? you got a date to go after stopping by the hospital or something? " he chuckles at your words, handing you the bouquet as he flicks the small card on the flowers, taking your attention to the card and you picked it up.

" get well soon? " you scoff playfully.

" I'm very much well, thank you very much. " despite meeting only at the arena and not knowing anything about the man, your heart really couldn't help itself but to beat aggressively for this man.

he smiles at you like he's won.

" don't give up on becoming a hero, (your hero name) " he ruffles your hair, closing your eyes and leaning onto his touch.

closing your eyes was the worst move you made, he snaps his fingers and he's gone, leaving you to snap your eyes open and stare at the spot he once stood at.

maybe you'll give this hero gig one last chance.

[elowhinn]

Are you guys open to a short series? At least Five chapters, I can assure you all that It won't uh- disrupt my request schedule, but y'know this series will include all the works! Angst, fluff, maybe the forbidden tango-- And y'know the star of my stage, X.

Here's a future preview with some dialogue I've written in advance,

( yes I write the dialogue before everything else, helps me keep it natural- This is also part of chapter 4-5. )

[whinelo]

Mmmmaayy I request some Yandere X pls? (◕‿◕✿)

X recently started dating his s/o who is rather awkward and shy and has the self-confidence of a pebble.

X who starts out as a soft yandere but gets a slightly more intense the longer they are dating.

S/o who doesn't see his actions as red flags (you're honor, they're colorblind /j) because they're so unused to the idea of being loved (romantically) that just having X's attention is considered a win.

S/o who probably confuses X needs to keep them at his side at all times as probably a sign for wanting marriage - it's not, but no way is X telling them that.

I wanted to see a twist on the yandere trope where the other person is actually into the yandere's behavior because they just see it as them being extremely passionate about their love.

Up to you if s/o knows who X is.

Love your writing! (^o^)丿♪

Awh that’s so sweet ! Here’s a muah for you (○｀ 3′○) <3

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| X x Reader. - cw - Yandere behavior. Bob.

X’s Placeholder/ Citizen name is ‘Bai Xizhuang’

You were miles away from Bai Xizhuang’s league— And.. you knew that.

You didn’t deserve him, never in a million years would you ever deserve him- He was the 'X’ for goodness sake! He had billions of people lining up for him, people far grander— greater than you could ever hope to be, he had the heart of so many people— and somehow.. You had his. So why doesn’t it feel real? Why do you hope that you were just someone that he’d pass the time with?

Someone he wasn’t serious about.

And yet time and time again he’d pull you unto his lap and whisper the sweetest of reassurances to you, his palm cradling the side of your cheek in tender gentleness. How his eyes would soften the moment he looked into yours, was it selfish— Was it selfish to want this man for your own, to truly believe that yes— he loves you? How whenever he came home late he’d always have a bouquet of your favorite flower, gifts that you don’t even know why he’d splurge on just for you.

On camera, on the news you’d watch as people would fling themselves unto him— And why does it hurt you so much that one day he’d even glance at them? Leave you in the dust as a fleeting memory, even in his civilian form — Time and time again people would repeat the mantra, “ He doesn’t deserve you. “ — “ Someone like him doesn’t need to waste his time on you. “

You tried. Really hard to convince yourself that it wasn’t true— Wrapping yourself around your lovers words like a protective blanket- gazing at your Trust Value, the hologram glowed aqua brightly as you stared at the singular digit.

One. One Belief point, and it came from him.

Wasn't that supposed to be all the reassurance you needed? And yet you still confine to him about it,

His arms wrapped your waist as you sobbed into his shoulder once more= and possibly not the last, “ Aren’t they bad co-workers? You should cut them off, they aren’t good for you. “ He suggested, into your ear— like a creature on your shoulder,

Still. You visibly stilled, “ I can’t do that- -they’re my co-workers— ‘

“ They are.. But aren’t they bad-mouthing you? You don’t deserve that.. You can leave. “ Bai Xizhuang interrupted, his eyes looking at yours directly— “ …I don’t know if I can do that. “ You let out exasperated as you shifted your gaze, and in a sudden moment he pulled your gaze back to him-

Bai Xizhuang paused for a bit, his lips pressed into a thin line as his thumb trailed over your jaw— “ You can, staying here would be so much better— I make enough money and- ‘

Interrupting him, “ I’m not going to free-load on you, Bai Xizhuang- you know that. “ You spoke sternly,

“ I don’t mind, and besides— please, think about it for me? “ He hummed in response, before pulling you close to him. “ ..Fine. “ You weren’t, but you decided not to voice it out as you huddled closer into his neck, breathing in his scent once more.

—

X wanted your co-workers gone.

He made his complaints audible to you— although, without the ‘gone’ part, in his honest opinion? You didn’t need them, they don’t deserve to be around you. Especially not with the fact that they kept planting seeds of distrust in you. X could very much snap them out of existence the moment his patience ran out, but he knew there were better options—

Like convincing you to stay with him, he already managed to convince you to live with him— Next was getting you to work from home— And stop working entirely.

Although.. Nowadays you were clinging unto him more, so maybe he couldn’t be that mad at your co-workers, without their ‘assistance’ maybe you wouldn’t even be needing him this much, he let you spill all your woes on his shoulder— Held unto him so tight that it felt as if the moment you let go of him he’d disappear into oblivion, and he wanted these moments to last forever.

You didn’t need to know that he was watching you always, you didn’t need to know how utterly devoted he was to you— or maybe you should? Who knows maybe you’ll finally realize that he isn’t going anywhere without you, you’re his lifeline— the last drop of sanity he needs.

Nowadays you’ve been looking at jewelry stores much more frequently than you used to— Could it be that you wanted to take the next step into your relationship? Tying the knot? ( forever. ) You don’t have to verbalize it to him [ Name ]! He knows, he’ll make your wish come true.

So.. While he isn’t anywhere near to having you rely on him completely, he’s already on his way into directing the scenario of your Honeymoon, and hm.. Say, how many kids do you want- one, two?

A/N : I'm back in business BABYYY. I honestly do believe that MC’s insecurity WOULD come from her dating X, I mean dating the no.1 hero— when you’re basically a nobody? yeesh, that would scar me for sure.

[whinelo]

Whinelo/Elowhin words cannot describe how grateful I am w ur work I stalk your profile every night to check if there are more X content to consume like a vulture in search of corpses in a barren wasteland. I make an audible floptropican "gok gok gok" sound everytime I feast on your work it's incredible. Tysm

If it doesn't trouble you, may I request nsfw X headcanons. I too am horrendously down bad for this man yet I am starved. Sorry if this req might be difficult/discomforting to write, feel free to ignore this req if you please.

A/N : I visibly gasped irl when reading this, this is so sweet 😭For 'research' purposes can a math wizard here calculate the size of X's dih- Ahem, Might edit these headcanons when Queen's ep comes out though ( still staying true on my characterization of X, I'm a firm believer that he's not-chalant loser ) I was also blushing like a maniac writing this, be wary the last time I wrote the dirty rango was during 2022, on discord. ( not rp, like actual text block filth. ) Will I write more in the future? Depends on requests.

If you guys were wondering, yeah I had this header prepared.

" Hey elo didn't you say that MAYBE you'd write nsfw in two years- " Believe in the Belief System guys.

CHARACTERS | X ( Bai Xizhuang ), Reader ( You )

‼ trigger warnings | +18 content, exhibitionism ( does fucking in space count ), marking ( tell me if I missed any, because I for sure don't remember the names of kinks. )

X is definitely a virgin. This man is absolutely short on time when it comes to personal relationships- and with the added fact that this man is very obviously a loner, and an introvert— also working a 10-6 office job, and being the world's no. 1 Hero? He's a virgin.

So going into a relationship with this man, you'd be the one teaching him the basics- But don't worry, he's a very fast learner, X is so perceptive to the point that he'd be able to find the spots that make you see stars in seconds.

'X marks the spot' Oh he's marking the spot alright, X would honestly give you an absurd number of hickeys- to the point where you'd have to look like an asylum patient if you wanted to cover them- " Oh a mosquito bit me, " Excuse isn't going to work here- " I got jumped. " Would honestly be more believable.

He's a switch through and through, and can you blame him for wanting to be spoiled after a day of hard work? X would gladly return the favor tenfold ;).

X is very quiet- But he's a piece of shit that would purposely moan, groan and whine so loud ( to the point where the Neighbours would hear, does he care? Fuck no, let them hear him then. ) you'd have to gag him to shut his fatass up.

Have you ever wondered what it'd be like to have sex in space? No need to wonder this man already planned it out, be careful to avoid any meteors though, don't want a rock to cockblock X now, would you?

His hands would wander every crevice of your body during sex- squeezing and caressing every part of you as if your skin is the most delicate thing in the universe.

X is abnormally good with his fingers, and his fingers are so long and skilled the moment they're in you it's going to make your toes curl in absolute hedonism.

Did I forget to mention? X is an absolute legend at eating you out, says that you're the sweetest thing he's ever tasted in his entire life ( Said by the diabetic. )

X is good with his words- praising, degrading- Oh he says all of it, so good to the point you wonder whether he reads booktok books for reference /j.

With how absurdly OP this man is, imagine if he could create another version of himself, and they both tag-team you in bed-

... Is it obvious that I'm bad at writing nsfw stuff. 👉👈

[whinelo]

| X x Reader. - cw - sexual innuendos(?)

X’s Placeholder/ Citizen name is ‘Bai Xizhuang’

Normally you wouldn’t be able to lounge around, why? Simply because you had a job, and you needed to work that job or else you’ll starve in the streets— But, today is a special day— It was the holiday! Which meant a small reprieve against your life-draining day-to-day mundane office job,

There was something else special about this day, however. Your coworker, Bai Xizhuang invited you over to his place! While, indeed you were genuinely close to the man— You always thought about the saying that people should keep their work life, and home life separated. Although intertwining the two was unheard of, it was generally discouraged.

Then again you don’t actually care about it, you were lonely- you don’t know if he was too, and see being slightly more productive with a friend was better than not being productive at all without,

Currently you were both staying in his living room, T.V on and forgotten— the series you both were watching turned into background noise as Bai Xizhuang happily decided to showcase his cardistry skills. “ This is the Bicycle card deck— Pretty standard for beginners because of the smooth-ness it has when sliding across one another, “ He Explained, fingers twiddling and fiddling with the cards, you hummed a syou watched in fascination with how easily he moved the cards in his fingers,

Although out of nowhere another card set appeared— Vaguely you heard the sound of snap, but maybe it came from the T.V; “ But, I prefer the Orbit V7— See, look at the design, pretty neat right? “ Bringing the cards out of the deck you noticed it had a more retro— post-modern 1980’s kind of style, you weren’t really looking at the cards— You were looking at him, and my gosh he was so- fucking- adorable.

“ Mm, yeah— it is. “ You responded, the back of your palm on your cheek as you leaned in closer.

“ Here, I’ll show you a way to grip the cards— “ Bai Xizhuang then curled his index finger under the deck, followed by placing his other hand on top with the thumb underneath, curling his index finger- the middle, ring and pinkie fingers atop the short edge of the deck, “ This is called the ‘End Grip’, not really common among other cardistry.. people? yeah, people. “

Those fingers are really skilled,

Oh you were interested, very interested. “ Not common? Huh, do you know how to fan cards? “ Yeah you had basic knowledge of cardistry and knew fanning was pretty much the most basic of tricks you can show, but.. Y’know, for educational reasons.

You mean, you know its wrong to feel very much attracted to a dude who’s just blabbing about his interests— But, so be it.

“ Of course I do, what do you take me for? “ Bai Xizhuang sassily huffed, multitasking as he moved all the cards into one hand, switching grips— The cards evenly spread out in a circular motion, and then a fan. Using his other hand to close the fan, and shuffling it once more.

“ Uhuh… So what else can those fingers do— “

[elowhinn]

I'm still giggling like a maniac at the thought of Bai Xizhuang getting jealous over Nice.

NICE.

He was jelly while Reader was hyperfocused on the clothes to pay him any attention and this man is so stupid. How did he become X? God knows how.

He would get jealous over something so dumb.

Sir, your cat-behavior is showing.

I'M SO HAPPY YOU NOTICED !! like squealing and jumping in joy like a teenage girl, HE'S A JEALOUS CAT OKAY HE NEEDS ATTENTION AND AFFECTION DAILY, the moment he saw reader focusing on another white haired bastard that isn't him he becomes the most sassiest, and huffiest man to ever exist!! Like reader is HIS stylist, not Nice's.

And just imagine the rest, ghostblade- queen- reader fussing over them and their usage of capes-- Like reader why are you focusing on them! X is your main, he's your 'muse' you should fuss about him.

X is silly thats why he's X.

[whinelo]

I love your x stuff can you write one where reader is that one popular colleague that tries to get X attention but he doesn't budge until a co worker ask if they're dating one day to X and everything just short circulates because why would the popular and pretty colleague disturb him 24/7 even though their assigned office is rooms away?

| X x Reader. - cw - none. Bob is a dumbass.

X’s Placeholder/ Citizen name is ‘Bai Xizhuang’

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[ Employee of the Month ! [ L/N ], [ Name ] ]

“ Senior [ Name ] is so cool! “ One of your juniors exclaimed— Looking at the tablet hung high up on the wall, stars literally sparkling within their awestruck gaze, and like dominoes— The rest of your co-workers, and people from other departments crowded against the shiny LED screen, hands clasped- hands in pockets- hands out to take a photo.

A feminine voice then expressed— “ [ Name ] is literally my idol.. “ Delight and glee absolutely resolute within her voice, some nodded— some expressed far more comments that went beyond worship;

“ Aah! They’re so hot.. “ Murmurs that share the same sentiment spread across the company break-room, whispering to one another compliments upon compliments about you;

Another one then piped up, “ No wonder they got that promotion! Honestly.. They’re so perfect..! “ Do you guys get tired of this?

And where were you? Well, you just entered the room ( something you regretted in an instant. ) Someone spotted you in an instant, and not long— The crowd gathered around you, mantras upon mantras of praise- and uncensored devotion, as much as you could try and tell them to tone it down- to focus on their work- “ You’re so humble..! “ or even, “ [ Name ]’s so caring—! “

This was the dream reality of so many people— A trust value that surpassed the hundredths, the people who you surround yourself with practically kissing the ground you walked on, promotions- upon promotions, recommendations, invitations, dates and gifts- and so much more— yet..

Why can’t you get his attention?

Chatting away with the people— It was easy to miss, so easy to miss him. Someone that blended in the background as if they weren’t meant to be noticed- wasn’t meant to be seen, and yet you see him. So clearly, he was tall— had a pale complexion, dark hair— round glasses- someone who wouldn’t even stay long in someone's head-space- yet, he stayed in yours for so long.

Why can’t you get his attention? Why does everyone except him look at you—?

“ [ Name ]? Are you okay— you’re spacing out! If you’re tired.. or sick.. I can take over your shift..! “ Snapping back to reality, you looked back at the co-worker who offered, giving them a soft- warm smile, “ It’s fine, prioritize your own work more, I’ll feel bad if you only get more stressed because of me, haha. “ Gritty words easily flowed out of your mouth like a rehearsed line in a theater.

The sound of gasping—

The endless compliments—

And yet in the corner of your eye you watched as Bai Xizhuang take his cup of coffee, and in a flamboyant grace- he looked towards the crowd, your crowd— Wait! Oh he stole the sugar again..

How cute of you..

-

X was honestly glad about the crowd that formed in the break-room, something along the murmurs of the ‘Employee of the Month’ type of business again; In all honesty, he could very much care less- Is what he would’ve thought had it not been you who got the title once more, while he wasn’t vying for such a title ( Heaven already knows how busy he is with his current one, ) It was amusing to see so many people in action adoring one person,

And he wasn’t a stranger to the concept, as X he’s used to it already- the comments ( the good and the explicit ones, ) The awe-struck gaze, the adoration that came with being worshiped; But as of right now he isn’t X, he’s Bai Xizhuang the normal office employee someone would be able to search on FOMO and go to the images, yeah- normal, boring, plain ol’ Bai Xizhuang.

..Right about the crowd, he’s so glad that you took the spotlight- Although as of current he noticed that you’ve been visiting the break-room at the same time as him always, ( could be coincidence though, ) which meant crowds would form and he’d be able to steal the sugar packets without being caught, which was pretty sweet.

Taking his mug of coffee towards his office space- something odd, something peculiar— was waiting for him at his desk, a small assortment of sweets wrapped in pink fabric. Raising his brow, he quietly set down his mug— simultaneously sitting down on his chair, as his fingers were about to touch the surprising gift- “ You know… I saw [ Name ] coming here awhile ago.. “ His co-worker in front of him spoke up,

Her eyes glistened with curiosity as she stared at the wrapped bundle on Bai Xizhuang’s desk— “ So I just gotta ask.. Are you guys.. secretly.. dating? “

“ Pardon? “

And in that very moment X experienced something he never thought he’d experience- A flashback sequence.

“ Hey- I was wondering if you have a spare sugar packet— ? “ Bai Xizhuang felt himself perk up the moment he heard your voice behind him- But the rational part of him believed that you weren’t talking to him, as if proven right another employee spoke up, “ [ Name ], were you talking to me? “ Leaving with his mug in hand- very faintly he heard,

‘I wasn’t..’ Must’ve been the wind, because soon after— “ Oh.. I was talking to.. never mind. Do you have an extra sugar pack? “ See? Logic always pursued in X’s mind, it wasn’t like the [ Name ], dubbed the 'office angel' was going to talk to someone as low-key as him, leaving the break room however— he felt a piecing gaze from the backside of his head..

—

“ I heard that there’s going to be a joint celebration between the marketing and finance department this week! “ While X wasn’t exactly eavesdropping he was curious as to what the occasion was about for the company to allow the departments to throw something as extravagant as this— Then again X himself wouldn’t even be attending, hah.

“ Bai Xizhuang.. Are you going to join? “ A voice came from beside him, soft— gentle- unsure and nervous, turning to look beside him, oh, [ Name ]— Feeling the watchful gaze of many others looking at the both of you, he needed out- “ If you’re gonna go I was wondering if we could— “

“ I’m not going, “

He didn’t mean to cut you off mid-sentence— shit, “ Oh— forget what I just said haha— Bye.. “ Your smaller figure than scurried away back to the crowded table, “ [ Name ], are you gonna come? You are the marketing manager after al— “ One of your co-workers asked, giving them a soft and delicate nod and smile- he watched as you shook your head as a ‘no’ in response.

Why’d you do that?

—

And many more instances that mirrored the ones that flashed through his head— Getting pulled back to reality, he stared wide-eyed ( for probably the first time ) at his colleague- glasses shining with a blinding light, almost as if it was on cue to block his expression, “ Are you and [ Name ].. Like, in cahoots? “ She reiterated, palm to the side of her mouth as she spoke in a hush-hush tone.

Bai Xizhuang could feel his cheeks flush— Just a bit, it wasn’t his imagination right? the flustered gazes you shoot to him, the way your voice became much more softer whenever you spoke to him, the rejected invites— Fuck.

“ Ah- ah.. No.. “ He responded, averting his gaze— He watched as she stared at him up and down; before sighing in disappointment, bringing her hand back down she adjusted her posture— And spun the office chair around, turning her head to the side, her eyes stared directly at Bai Xizhuang.

“ Shame, you guys look too good together— word of advice, you should take your chance with her before another man sweeps her off her feet y’know- jus’ saying, “ She huffed out, before returning back to her work— The loud clacking of pressed keys then returned.

Stunned- [ Name ] likes him?.. Turning down to look at pink bundle, he then carefully unwrapped it, and true to his assumption it was filled with sweets- coffee, salted caramel, strawberry—The kinds of flavors he loved, and the letter, his eyes then looked for the initials..

It was your initials.

[whinelo]

OP! Reader x X, reader got isekaied into TBHX and is not affected by the trust system, and is being a cryptid and doing their own thing there, confusing and piquing X’s interest, not understanding why she’s so powerful and not causing so much chaos. Just an idea that was in my mind :3

A/N : OP reader is just a silly goober why is she getting hunted down by the commission free her asap she’s just whimsy. X poking at a bear ( reader ) is so funny hehe, just imagine meeting someone far more powerful than you and your first reaction is to tease them- smh. Reader’s height is below 190 cm so.. sorry to my tall readers out there :,) I got carried away with the word count too..

CHARACTERS | X ( Bai Xizhuang ), Reader ( You )

SYNOPSIS | 'The Second Coming of Zero' They dubbed your existence, you don't actually do anything bad- the public is just making ooc headcanons of you lol.

INCLUDES | Slight religious reference, X is a cryptid, the Hero Commission is a warning too, Cryptid X likes to tease friendly eldritch Cryptid Reader, ( have you ever thought of punting this man to another galaxy? ), cryptid to cryptid communication.

[ Name ]

X

Queen

[ RELOADING ]

X

Queen

Dragonboy

It was an ‘error’ the commission said, just a fault within the rankings— ‘[ Name ] does not exist, this person does not exist’ The commission said. But the public cried- why would that suddenly happen? They asked, no answer. Who is this [ Name ]? A person who managed to stay at pinnacle until their name was forcefully removed. Why would the rankings suddenly display such a specific name? Why not ‘error’, or maybe even a line of broken jumbled code?

The leader board has remained so reliable over the years, why break now?

So many questions, so little answers— a mystery shrouded upon more mysteries, a ‘person’ of unknown origins, a being with immense power.

Reliable journalism companies such as ‘Focus’ tried to keep to under wraps, better yet- Tried to bury the outcry in some cold ditch, but when news like this is fresh and piping hot- y’know how society gets. Panicky, fidgety, curious— yet fearful of the unknown. It was like a domino effect, the moment a social media post gets seen by enough people- the faster the news spread, the harder it is to contain.

The harder it is to ignore.

The commission had a meeting, ‘The Second coming of Zero’— They feared- and while common sense was lacking in that very meeting room, a thought was expressed- “ If they really are such a threat- why haven’t they done anything yet? “ Congratulations, someone managed to figure out that you weren’t some malicious entity hoping to destroy the globe. You watched beyond the normal eyes, you knew what most didn’t.

Back at home, this universe was just fiction- a story you found comfort in.

Now it’s reality, you live here now—- For who knows how long, and watching as how people scurried to find hints and tidbits of your identity- scouring the globe, trying to grasp at invisible threads.. It was fascinating, diving into the depths of the nigh-infinite internet, investigating people that had a name similar to your own- Searching within every hospital, every medical center— Just to find out who [ Name ] is.

Bare their hands were.

.. They were looking for a drop of clean water within the dirty ocean, it was impossible.

You didn’t belong here, you were brought here.

Hence you had no legal identity, no recorded biology, nothing.

You were as unknown as could be, known by name- and nothing else, everyone knew you- no one knew you.

And while you said you weren’t malicious, you weren’t wholly good either— The story that partakes in this world is not yours to direct, not yours to alter— Never yours to change in the first place. Because you were a viewer, you know this world from the eyes of a viewer- a watcher, an observer.

Which made sense, if this world truly wanted you as its own, you would’ve re-spawned as a child.

Every day— You spent days theorizing, analyzing- following bread crumbs just to understand this world; How much did this world rely on the Belief System? Is the Hero Commission the ruling power of this world? Just how different was the body composition of the people here? Does religion exist?

If you were born here maybe you would’ve known. But you were transported, body- soul, and mind.

You were basically an entirely different species of human with no blood relation to anyone here, hell— you weren’t even sure if your biological similarities with these people were as similar as your physical makeup- or was it? People here had hair colors that were impossible to obtain in your home world without the means of hair dye, eye colors so uniquely bizarre— And with the Belief System? People had abilities that weren’t even possible at home.

And yet this world rewarded you just for existing here,

Vague memories from back home- you remember that you grinded for Belief Points within the Bxlibxli Website— And while you normally got it from.. Usual means- What moved you to do something.. treacherous, was a split second decision to hack into the code of the website, to alter the points you got— have ( and soon, will have ), and you did.

Zeroes upon zeroes added unto the right side of your original digit— Surpassing millions, billions— Even going beyond with the addition of exponents; sure, rigging the vote for your favorite character’s favor and ensured they held the ‘X’ title for the third season of To Be Hero X— was wrong — but you didn’t care, the definition of favoritism had your name on it and you didn’t care.

It was a fuck it all decision, and the very second to the last decision you’d ever make in your life.

So when you reloaded the site once more and noticed that— it worked, you had the points you definitely didn’t work hard for- You coded another program, one that would automatically give the votes to your favorite— Without you being there physically, maybe the team behind the voting system would remove the absurd amount of votes and possibly your account too, but it didn’t matter- you weren’t going to see it anyway.

Unfortunately fate had it out for you and now you were here— Inside the universe of your comfort show, most people would’ve been ecstatic— You originally were, until you remembered — The commission, the heroes, the cults, the everything — Oh you were cooked.

Until you looked at the hologram that flashed on your wrist—

It was the same.. The same number of points you had given yourself.

And when the world caught wind of it,

… How could you guarantee your own safety without getting caught by the commission— What if you get changed by the system— What if?

Finding about your own abilities was.. Unique to say the least…

—

There was a few hours that the Belief System stopped working.

No hologram on your wrist, no powers— As if it never existed in the first place,

But then it came back.

At first everyone shrugged it off as a ‘them’ situation, but the realization soon dawned upon them that it was a collective experience— No one knew what exactly happened, but they knew exactly what was lost.

The Commission knew exactly who it was, it was Mystery- The name they gave [ Name ], was it a ploy to make her sound more inhuman? Maybe it was. The Commission finally figured out Mystery’s ability— Power over the Belief System as a whole, they realized that this ‘being’ wasn’t the second Zero— They were worse, more powerful— far beyond the system’s means, far beyond comprehensible power.

But their fear for the apocalypse was irrational.

X was well aware that this event was caused by a person, so as the media dubbed ‘Mystery’— ( Now, the bigger question is why they dubbed this person ‘Mystery’ and not ‘random nobody’ like they did with him— ) Someone that was able to take the world by a storm just by existing— And he was curious, how were you able to obtain such an absurd power just to be able to do such?

While it was hilarious to think that you possibly got the trust of every extraterrestrial being in the universe ( if there were any ), or the trust of every single microorganism to exist— It was just a theory, nothing solid to create an actual reason.

In this game of chess he wondered- Who would you be? What purpose, what role will you serve in this twisted manipulation of fate?

Being able to end the system.. He doubted that would be your only trick in the book, he was curious— painfully so, sadly he had a job to work— and as a corporate wage-slave, he knew that gathering information on you would come at a later time ( preferably one where he’s free from the shackles of his cover-up corporate job. ) So making use of his time, he’d strategize in the meanwhile.

Was he potentially playing with fire just by coming into contact with you? Potentially, but the very nature of your existence confused him— Were you the exception to the madness of ultimate power?

And if so, then is the commissions fear irrational?

“ Guys! “ Looking up from his laptop screen, in the middle of his office his boss stood out- No. No not again. Please don’t say it.

His boss clasped his hands together, stern as ever- as his wrinkled face looked at them all. “ Considering we’re behind on schedule and we have a deadline to meet, we’ll be working overtime until eleven p.m alright? “ Screw you. Bai Xizhuang thought bitterly, and judging by the same dejected look his co-workers shared— This was going to be another long day of hard work.

‘Maybe I should quit to do Hero work full-time.’ Though he’d never act upon such an enticing thought, Bai Xizhuang had to restrain himself from actually doing it so that he’d pass off as a normal citizen once more.

—

..Now what does he have here?

Considering the nature of the Belief System, and the sheer amount of mass hysteria you’ve garnered— X thought that you’re appearance would be more.. ‘Eldritch’, to be completely honest with himself he expected to be faced with a being who’s form is an incomprehensible amalgamation of tethered limbs, and congregations of stars and cosmos..

Instead, X saw a completely ‘normal’ human being ( uncanny albeit, ) wandering across the empty city streets- gasping and wide-eyed at the environment, sometimes stopping by to look through the windows of a closed shop. This wasn’t what he expected at all, then again what did X expect in the first place?

A being capable of bringing the world to it’s knees.. Acting so abnormally innocent and docile.

Suddenly your gaze quickly turned to the left- His left. “ I know you’re there.. X. “ You spoke- apprehensive, uneasy by his secondary presence— X cocked his head to side before deciding that indeed, there really was no use to hiding anymore when you’ve been caught, red-handed.

With a calm tone, he asked “ Did you now? “ Stepping out of the shadows he stepped closer to you— Wow, you’re much shorter than he expected. You looked up at him, brows furrowed as you tried to discern his own reason for coming to you— Say could he ask if you could be his arm rest—?

Raising your arms, “ .. I’m not here to cause havoc- I swear, “ You explained, averting your gaze- The swift air blew against the both of you in that dimly lit street- the sound of distant ads acting as background music- Feeling the need for a drink, X snapped his fingers a can of Iced Cola appeared from thin air- a muffled sound resounded as he caught it within the palm of his hand.

Giving a sly grin, he then teased “ Now, aren’t you excited? Don’t go answering questions- I, haven’t asked yet. “ He shrugged, opening the can as he brought it towards his lips- Sipping the fruity carbonated liquid, now which can is this- the 22nd can.. or the 23rd? Inserting his hand into his pocket.

Your brow then raised,“ So.. you were going to ask that? “ you ask in utter monotony, giving him a deadpan look as you watched him take a sip from his soda.

“ Maybe, “ Deciding to remain vague, ( on purpose ) he then removed the can from his lips- Gulping down the liquid.

“ What are you doing alone in this cold night, anyway? “ X followed up, gaze towards the can in his hands- feeling the coldness of the droplets contrasted greatly to the warmth within his palms.

“ Kinda' obvious that I’m just wandering around.. “

X hummed, “ Mhm.. “

“I have a question, “ You piped up, “ Shoot it, “ X responded, curious.

Taking a breath, you looked at him determined— “ Why do you wear shades at night? “

“ ..How about we don’t talk about that? “ X shot down.

[whinelo]

ELO I COME WITH A REQUEST AND YOU WILL LOVE IT!!

And also a personal headcanon of sorts...

This is completely unrealistic but idgaf: I like to imagine that his powers might glitch out on him to a ridiculous degree around his crush. So you mentioned how you could see cupid's arrow or hearts in his eyes and I'm thinking of expanding on that.

We know very little of X's powerset but by what we're shown, he seems to bend space around him to an almost cartoon-ish degree.

What if whenever X starts thinking of reader, little cartoon hearts start sprouting and popping out the top of head like those old times animations.

Spots the reader at a distance? His sunglasses turn heart shape.

Feeling flustered around you? Literal steam comes off this man. Hell, his suit might even start turning pink as if it were blushing alongside him.

What makes this even better is that this happens before they start dating. As Bai Xizhuang, he is safe, he doesn't need to worry about it happening around you when he's inactive. But the minute he turns into X, he does everything in his power to avoid being your presence long-term. He has a hundred million ways to confess to you, getting ousted by his own powers is NOT one of them.

He does not need this, leave him alone. Do not leave this man alone. Give him all the affection. All of it.

Then one day literal shoujo-esque flowers start blooming around you with sparkles and X decides to throwing himself off a building is a perfectly reasonable course of action.

#is this an excuse to write flustered X? yes, yes it is #its fine he can teleport through dimensions #actually maybe it would have been better to ask Ghostblade to put him out of his misery. at least he'd be quick about it #not queen. Knowing her she'd take joy in his pain and drag it out #wait his crush returns his feelings??? #he didn't fumble??? holy shit!!!

A/N : Wara you’re so right i not only love it, I ADORE THIS REQUEST >.< !!! wandering into dangerous territory over here y’know how i get when i see anything X related /hj ALSO I’M SO SORRY FOR HOW LONG THIS REQUEST TOOK FOR ME TO FINISH WAHH.. the days just flew by :,((

CHARACTERS | X ( Bai Xizhuang ) , Reader ( You )

SYNOPSIS | No need <3

INCLUDES | Lovesick!X, X avoids his problems, Reader is the FINE SHYT of the year.

Fuck Cupid and his machine gun of love.

Every time, every-single-time X was even remotely near you— Flowers- roses, would litter the ground humming the beating of his heart, and petals that softly fell from the sky- This wasn’t meant to happen, the scenario in his head- the one he meticulously planned—

He’d pop up beside you when you tripped— His arm wrapped behind your waist, pulling you closer- leaning his head towards you to have eye contact, before setting you on the ground and disappearing— But as fate had it out for him, this never happened. What happened instead was a scenario X now considers as one of the most embarrassing moments in his life.

You stood at sidewalk from afar, gracefully gliding through the terrain as if the world was your oyster— Headphones blasting into your ears at who knows what decibels, and X- waiting for the perfect moment to shine. This was it, the very moment that would mark your interest with X, the very moment that would define your opinion of him,

The very moment that would mark your first interaction— Starting off a series of various scenarios with the both of you rendezvousing at the dead of night, he’d be outside your balcony— And you looking down at him palm pressed to the side of your cheek as the both of you would have the scripted conversation in his head.

Dark browns then zeroed in on the rock that would inevitably cause your trip and fall, ( Although he was the one who planted it in the first place, ) And in ten seconds, his scenario would happen— Each passing second accompanied with a hitched breath, and now— SNAP!

Wait a second why is he the one falling- quickly, and arm wrapped itself around his waist— and-

“ Are you alright? “ A calm voice asked— Your calm voice asked. Eyes filled to the brim with concern as you held him by the waist, with your free hand you took off the headphones setting it to rest on your neck— X was stunned. This wasn’t meant to happen, it’s the other way around— X couldn’t bring himself to answer, more like couldn’t, pure shock and nervousness overrode his body.

He watched as your eyes widened, panic spreading across your features like a beautiful panting by Leonardo himself, “ Holy fuck- you aren’t alright— Why- why is there steam coming out of your head, shit— “ Said free hand then came to touch his forehead, immediately pulling away- “ Hey- hello? Hi— Earth to hero? “ Waving your hand in front of him, with a sigh you pulled out a water bottle from your bag-

“ Drink, wait I’ll uh wipe my saliva off it— “ How were you carrying him so easily, it didn’t even seem as if you were struggling to hold him up— Oh he’s swooning, are those butterflies? Why does he feel butterflies in his stomach— C'mon talk X! “ ..It’s fine— “ He forced himself to say, words pushed out of his tongue— making it sound high pitched and cracked.

You gently allowed him to get back on his own two feet, handing him your [ F/C ] colored water bottle— stumbling back to an upright position, he felt himself burst into flames as soon as he felt his fingertips brush unto yours the moment he tried took your water bottle.

“ WHY ARE YOU ON FIRE!? “

—

X didn’t know why he felt this way around you— why he acted like a teenage boy— Why he couldn’t keep his composure around you.. Why he wanted to be around you so bad- even when he was fine all by his lonesome,

It was a day like any other, you and Bai Xizhuang would meet with each other during lunch— Conversed and hung out with another, bickering and sharing laughs; And yet as he waited for you in the usual spot you both sat at— He saw it, another man talking to you- walking along side you.

His thoughts raced- he must be your colleague, co-worker- or better yet an acquaintance! Though the moment this ‘co-worker’ of yours turned to look at him Bai Xizhuang swore he saw the face of someone in absolute terror- He watched as your ‘co-worker’ excuse himself and leave you alone in the dust ( By the way, he’d never do that to you. ) You stood there confused, but shrugged it off before walking towards him.

“ Hey! Sorry that I was late, my co-worker had to put me up to date with the new projects and all, “ You explained, pulling out the chair in front of him and sitting on it.

“ Oh.. Really? “ X blinked at you, you rose your brow- before giving him a teasing expression, “ Are you jealous, Bai Xizhuang—

“ I’m not. “ X interrupted, ( He was, definitely was. )

“ Sure- “ You sang out, taking a breath before continuing- “ With the way you looked at him it almost felt as if you were burning with a dark aura, y’know- “ You finished, stealing a fry on his plate.

Normally he would’ve tried to swat your hand playfully, ( although in the end he’d always share, ) but your words now brought him into a deep dilemma. Dark aura? What's happening to him.

—

It was getting harder to ignore.

Every time he saw you from a distance, even when he was surrounded by the flashing camera’s of paparazzi and interviewers— He swore he felt his heart skip a bit, but when he realized the shape of his glasses morphed into hearts- and the usual orange tint became a lively hot pink- He couldn’t afford it, the risk- the stakes it was all too high.

One time he was glad for it to be the season of love— Valentines, because when the thought of you popped up into his mind; his own suit turned pink! The tips of hair became pastel, his own dimension becoming the venue of a valentines day party as well. X was immediately bombarded with questions that he had to shrug off or vaguely answer because the moment he tried to answer- everything got worse.

So, as much as it pained him to do so- He had to.

He had to avoid you at all costs in his Hero Form.

There goes his plans of being the Romeo to your Juliet, X wanted to confess to you— But it had to be perfect.. So perfect the thought of rejection would never cross your mind, and getting exposed by his own ability wasn’t one part of his ideal scenario with you.

Oh this was gonna be a pain in the ass.

—

It was odd, you never invited him to these kinds of places— And by ‘these kind of places’ He meant you never invited him beyond the city outskirts, and in all honesty he never knew you enjoyed places that were abandoned— Beyond repair, ( one more thing to add into his things about [ Name ] file! )- But as you pulled him through ruins and more, he wondered- just where were you taking him?

While he wasn’t foreign to abandoned places ( His floor is quite literally the definition of that, ) he wasn’t the type to wander them purposely, ( He never had the time too, but whenever it came to you— It felt as if the universe was doing him a favor by suddenly having his schedule cleared— It was fate, he knew it. ) finally you took him up a flight of stairs, it creaked and croaked as the both of you stepped on it.

The night sky greeted him as stars littered the sky, come to think of it it’s been awhile since he’s seen stars hasn’t it? ( Seen stars on the Earths ground that is, if anything you were his star— And even more, ) You took a few steps close to the edge of the rooftop, vines and flora invaded the place- nature overtaking the brutalist building.

But X’s heart raced, his throat felt dry— and his palms were clamoring in sweat.

Thank goodness his abilities did jack squat nothing when he was in his civilian form.

But time slowed- comets shot through the sky— And suddenly the loud burst of fireworks escaped the city from the distance- entering the sky and bursting into the sky, and even if the site was quite beautiful- nothing prepared him for the site he saw next,

Flowers petals gently zoomed past his figure- And you gently turned around to face him, your face that had the prettiest smile etched on it- the way your eyes crinkled as you smiled. It wasn’t those friendly smiles he saw you give to people at work- it was new.. something he’s never seen before— He wanted to press pause- stop time, repeat this moment forever.

May this never end.. Please.

On second thought— instead of this moment ending he should end himself—

“ Bai Xizhuang— Bai Xizhuang!? “ He heard your voice— no he’s flinging himself off this building— NOPE.

But before he leapt off the edge- your arms quickly wrapped around his waist- forcefully pulling him back, you let out of a soft grunt the moment the both of you fell back on the floor— Silence.. The silence felt deafening, Bai Xizhuang didn't speak- tongue tied.

He didn't move- but you did, fingers tilting his chin towards you—

And with a shaky voice, “ Stop avoiding me please.. I— I love you. “ Was this real? The fireworks gave off a pink hue from the distance, crickets whistled in the distance- The moonlight gazing down upon you both,

And as you leaned in closer to his- he felt your lips on his own, fuck.. he needed more- gently his hand went towards the back of your neck- pulling you closer to his own,

And within cut breaths- he finally said, " Ha- ..I love you more. "

Oh.. This was perfect.

Think of 'Like a Dream' 1:29 ( YES THIS EXACT TIMESTAMP. ) By Thomas Larosa, in the last scene.

[whinelo]

Okay but hear me out.

What if... X's signifact other/spouse/whatever is convenient for the prompt adopted Cyan?

Imagine instead of X dropping a coin for her, it's reader who runs into the small child and decides to adopt her.

I mean look at her! She was crying, her socks were ripped and she had no shoes! Clearly an abandoned child begging to be adopted.

Cue X returning late from work, wanting nothing more than to cuddle reader instead of dinner, and then freezes at the sight of reader feeding Cyan who's happily eating away. (poor baby, feed the child!)

Ah, he knew he'd forgotten something.

X: Hey honey, what'cha got there?

Reader: (brushes Cyan's hair out of her face) Dinner! 😊

A/N : This request was an absolute darling for me, it's honestly yes-- I love it so much! I'll be posting more requests later on this night ( sleep? What is that word? ), so y'know if you guys are reading this ( probably not ) Don't feel shy to send me asks/requests, the creativity- fluff, angst, and possibly more ( ohoho ) these ideas are so wonderful, and I hope that my writing does your guy's ideas justice-- And I'm glad to have the honor of turning these ideas into reality ! <3 without further ado,

CHARACTERS | X ( Bai Xizhuang ),Lucky Cyan ( Cyan ), Reader ( You )

SYNOPSIS | The parental instincts took over you and now you ( unofficially ) adopted a child from the street.

INCLUDES | Found family, fluff, X is the director and forgot about the plot, silliness and whimsy.

Who knew having to meet up with an old acquaintance was incredibly draining? You did. You were drained and incredibly tired, honestly— Maybe you shouldn’t have come here at all, it was dark— it was cold and you were hungry, and heavens knew how much your husband would panic the moment he couldn’t find you at home- you held in a laugh at the silly image you conjured in your mind as you wandered around the empty street.

Running a hand through your hair, a soft sigh escaped your lips— looking over to your wrist, the watch on it automatically turned on and read [ 7:57 P.M ] ‘How early, why’s everything closed already?’ You grumbled hoping to find at least some sort of food to ease your need for sustenance, turning your head from left to right— Until,

“ ♪ Sometimes things may be so tough,

feels like everything’s enough,

but you can’t overcome it,

choose your own gift ♪ “

Turning to another street, you looked around immediately the moment sound hit your ears— And soon enough, the source of the music came from a girl, sitting on the wall- Guitar in hand, sparks of cyan light glowed around the area- surrounding it in its hue, you stopped walking- silently watching the performance; fingers drumming along to the beat as you softly smiled.

‘Wait a second were you intruding on a main character moment— Wait is this why the streets were so empty, oh.. Oh okay. Yeah, okay.’ The thought came into your mind like an intrusive vermin, and then it clicked- the gears and cogs have clicked and a neuron in your brain has been connected— Yeah you were totally intruding on a main character moment, damn.

Now that you think about isn’t this the same situation where some girl sings ‘Fight Song’ on some roof? Shaking your head you quickly turned to look at the girl once more ( although she hadn’t noticed your presence yet, which.. was good to say the least. ) Upon further examination however.. Wait was she crying? Ripped leggings.. and no shoes! Who’s child was this— and why are they out on the streets!?

Mentally gasping— You knew what you had to do— Adopt- Ahem, talk to the child and ask if they have any— what if they’re an orphan? No- no, okay.. Think [ Name ] think!- You used to babysit children.. Right- right! Oh, she looks hungry.. Taking in a breath of determination, you marched on over to the small cyan haired child. Crouching over to her level-

Softly lowering your voice, “ Hey.. Are you alright? You shouldn’t be at places like this alone.. “ Was that welcoming enough? Ugh, hopefully you didn’t sound like a kidnapper- or worse, a creep. You awaited her reaction, and watched as she visibly flinched away from you, shit- did you blew it already?

“ It’s okay, I won’t hurt you- I promise. “ Quickly trying to reassure the child, your eyes softening as you lowered yourself to the ground- scooting away a few more inches so as to not scare her any further.

Looking up at you, “ ..Who are you? “ Mystery child asked, voice full of wary and unease- she held on tightly to her guitar, as if it was the most precious thing to her at this moment; and judging by her behavior, maybe it was- an item that carried value far beyond monetary reason.

Answering her question, “ Just call me [ Name ], now.. are you alright? “ Watching as she looked down, it felt as if tears were about to spill any second from her eyes, she shook her head in ‘no’- trembling, as her lips quivered— A few more seconds passed, and as she was about to answer, you quickly intercepted.

“ It’s okay, you don’t have to tell me anything— It must’ve been hard for you, hasn’t it? “ Slowly reaching your hand out to pat her head, doing an up-and-down motion— And thankfully, this time she didn’t flinch- neither did she push you away, in which you were glad for; inching a bit closer to her,

Tilting your head to the side, “ What’s your name? “ you asked.

It was brief pause- unnoticeable to maybe the average person, but you weren’t- “ .. Cyan.. “ As if hesitant to even say her own name, but nonetheless she still gave you an answer.

Hearing her name, “ Cyan.. “ you hummed, fingers softly treading through her ( un-coincidentally ) cyan threads of hair, you then continued with, “ Do you have anywhere to stay for the night? “ You questioned, hoping that she did actually have a place to rest for the night and if not-

“ .. I don’t. “ Cyan answered, once more looking down sadness enveloping her features— eyes now brimming with ready-to-spill tears, gently pulling her closer to your body as you let sob into your shoulder; Minutes passed and the both of you stayed like that, in quiet- serene peace- Her hiccups died down, as she peeled herself off from you- her face flushed red, as Cyan regained her composure.

Okay so you adopt this child right now, give them a home— and love Cyan unconditionally—

Putting your pointer finger to your bottom lip, “ I see.. Well, if you don’t mind— I have a place a town over, and you can stay with me for the night! “ You cheerfully suggested, removing your hand from her— as you clasped it with the other, in shock- she shook her head once more,

“ No-no! I can’t possibly do that.. “ Cyan quickly rejected, her eyes wide as saucers at the sudden suggestion.

Taking her words into account, you hummed. “ And I can’t leave you out here, tell you what— Think of it as a debt of some sort, you’ll be owing me something- And when the time comes that you can repay me, think of it as debt being payed.. Would that ease your mind? “ In truth you really didn’t wanna do this kind of stuff with a child, you mean- for heavens sake that’s a child— Actually thinking of making her repay for something she deserved to have, ( i.e a roof over her head, food, and water. ) would make you a monster.

Cyan deserved a home, and you’re willing to give her one— and though she might not stay for long, at least— Getting her back on her own feet would give you some peace of mind.

Cyan mulled over your words, before looking back up at you— staring directly into your eyes, “ ..Alright! “ Giving her a grin, you pulled yourself off the ground before offering your hand out for hers to reach- Cyan took it and pulled herself up,

The both of you walked around the town, exchanging words— as you skillfully ( not really, you used google maps ) to locate the nearest station in this area, “ The commute might take.. An hour or so, so why don’t we get you a pair of shoes and— us, a snack? “ It wasn’t a suggestion you were actually going to do it, it’s your wallet and money anyway.

Cyan then brought her hands up, shaking it vigorously- in unison with her head, “ [ Name ]- It’s fine, I swear! You don’t have to—” She vehemently denied,

“ Ah— ssh, ssh! I don’t mind anyway, “ Grinning as you pulled her towards an open shop,

—

X hated overtime, even if it was payed overtime— he still hated it. ( Simply because it meant more hours away from you, the love of his life— The center of his universe, the reason as to why he hasn’t died of diabetes yet. )

But it was now over, his freedom has come at last- embracing him like how water would to a person dying of dehydration in a desert— Speaking of desert, maybe he should buy you a dessert, though maybe he shouldn’t.. Recalling how you scolded him for his ‘overdose’ of sugar a few days ago, in his defense this time— it’s for you anyway, not for him.

Passing by a dessert shop on the way, he knew that with a snap of his finger he could’ve been home in an instant; But with you in his life, he found pleasure in walking around the city— walking pass shops that may pique your interest, and hopefully get you to dote on him more.

And within the corner of his eye— A pastry shop, great. Skipping ( not actually ) over to it, briefcase swinging from side to side. ( Incredibly exaggerated this was how X felt, not what he actually did. ) He entered the establishment with a goal in mind, ‘Make [ Name ] happy,’ The bell rung as he stepped foot inside, walking closer to the display.

And the only dessert that was available were three donuts— One strawberry, decorated with rainbow sprinkles; One the color mint although oddly flavored chocolate, with clover decorations; and the last, bavarian flavored with pearl decorations—

He then bought it all out.

The store clerk gave him a ‘thank you’, and he took the paper bag— Left the place, and teleported back home.

Oh how he missed you, how he wanted to breath in your scent- and why does it feel as if he forgot something..? Something.. cyan.. Pushing the thought back into the depths of his mind, he was now faced with the door of your home— Getting his keys from his pockets and inserting it into the door knob.

The feeling as if he forgot something important was now gnawing at him, but he doesn’t care! His lover is at the other side of the door and the moment X snuggles into your arms, yes.

“ [ Name ]! I’m home! “ He called out, taking off his shoes as he entered your shared home.

Now something felt really wrong, really- wrong.

Dropping his briefcase at the living room- the sweet aroma of freshly cooked dinner wafted into the home, and entered X’s nostrils— Perfect timing, as he walked into the kitchen.. He froze.

X stiffened the moment his eyes landed on you— and Cyan happily talking at the dinner table, you seemed to notice his presence right away- “ Oh sweetheart! There you are, come- come, “ You ushered him into the table, simultaneously brushing off a loose strand of hair on Cyan’s face.

“ Hey honey, what'cha got there..? “ He nervously voiced out, you then turned to look at him before answering- “ Dinner! “

Now he remembers.

He fucking forgot Cyan.

[whinelo]

This is prob cliche but baker! Reader x X?? I feel like X would absolutely cling to reader, asking for more sweets and be absolutely in love when reader bakes him his favourite dessert

Here's a bonus since i like this idea, alot :3

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X didn’t have a personal favorite when it comes to desserts— He vividly remembers during an interview that he was asked such question, his answer remained vague- ambiguous “ I like them all, “ Is what he said, and while it wasn’t a lie- it wasn’t the complete truth, the whole sentence would actually be “ I like them all, if, [ Name ] makes it. “

[ Name ], you- his favorite baker.

—

Ever since his college days he’d been visiting the same bakery to get a quick- delicious- and affordable treat, as a way to get his blood pumping- and his sugar levels maintained, but one fateful day when he visited the bakery the old lady at the front sadly told him that the dessert he usually ordered was out of stock- to say that he was devastated was an understatement, the news felt as if he had lost someone he loved ( ergo, the dessert. ) But as if fate was listening to him-

You, telling the lady at front ( presumably a relative, ) that you finished the practice batch of Strawberry Shortcakes— you who came from the back to announce the best news Bai Xizhuang heard that entire morning, it was as if his and yours destiny aligned and intertwined the moment you both locked eyes with one another,

“ Oh, [ Name ]! Be a dear for me and serve this young man a slice of Strawberry Shortcake, will you? “ Her voice echoed clearly through the bakery, you looked at her in shock- worry evident on your features as you tried to protest, “ Auntie- This is a practice batch, are you sure we should be selling this- “ Bai Xizhuang could swear he’s hearing an angels choir following your voice,

Waving off your hesitance, “ I’m sure, I’m sure— Now go serve this lad his cake, “

Bai Xizhuang remained in place, in shock— what is this thumping in his chest?

A few minutes passed— and you hurriedly rushed out from the back door, paper bag with the bakery’s logo on it, he watched as you went out of the counter, “ Uh- ah, sir.. This is your order right, the strawberry shortcake- “ You stammered, arm stretched out as you tried handing him his order; “ Ah yeah, “ Bai Xizhuang answered, giving you a polite nod- as he remained star struck.

Giving his money to the counter- he left the bakery. But a thought never escaped his mind,

She smells like strawberries.

—

Weeks had passed and he’s still visiting the same bakery— And since he’s been frequenting for so long, it was sudden- You spoke to him, well, you always did— But not in those short, ‘Thank you’s’ or, the ‘Come back!’— an actual conversation, “ You really like Strawberry Shortcakes, huh? “ It was an absent comment, Bai Xizhuang knew- usually he’d say something mundane, something to easily end the conversation— But his heart spilled the words instead of his mouth,

“ Only if it’s made by you, “ Bai Xizhuang felt himself die on the inside.

Your eyes widened, and he noticed the small blush that tinted your cheeks— “ Oh- ah!.. Thank you.. “ Your palm went to cover the bottom half of your fast- gaze averted. Bai Xizhuang could see the light— this was so embarrassing why’d he just say that- he should leave, right now- pronto.

But as Bai Xizhuang was about to turn around- “ Y’know.. If you come here during closing time we have extras, and we don’t exactly wanna waste fresh batches— I uhm, you’re welcome to have them.. “ Your voice cut through the air, still sheepish- still quiet, but it was inviting— You were inviting him, fingers fidgeting with the hem of your blouse, awaiting his answer.

Bai Xizhuang— Remained quiet, but the warmth in his heart was starting to become a real problem- Instead of the usual cut throat, blunt answers he’d give ( or even the silence he’d use as a response, )— “ Hope you won’t regret that, “ It was cryptic, as the bell chimed- indicating he left the establishment,

You’re too cute you know that right?

—

[ E/C ] colored eye’s look at him with absolute shock— “ Bai Xizhuang— you fat-ass. “ You voiced out, although in X’s defense you told him to ‘knock yourself’ out with the strawberry cake, and so he did. “ Mm- What? “ He innocently asked as he tilted his head, putting the fork down.

Your mouth was ajar, absolutely mortified“ How’d you finish an entire cake— In twenty minutes!? “ Disbelief painting your face like an old century painting— If X could describe your face right now it’d be akin to the ‘The Scream’ by Edvard Munch, he watched as you sighed in defeat— “ Stupid- You do realize the amount of sugar in cakes right? “ You poked at his cheek, wiping away the crumbs that stuck to the corners of his lips.

He leaned in closer to your touch, his own hand intertwining with your own- “ I know, “ He hummed out, looking up at you- You however only gave him an incredulous look; Gosh, you’re so cute like this. He thought, smiling warmly at you, “ I’m not gonna give you anymore desserts you know that right? “ He’s so greedy, he can’t get enough of you- of anything that’s a part of you,

“ Just one more, please..? “ Bai Xizhuang gave you a charming- clumsy grin, even though he knew you’d say-

“ Your greed sickens me, “ Your voice was sweet, so sweet- he wants to hear more of it, “ Nope, drink water- now. “ Your hand immediately reached for a glass of water, tilting it towards his own lips.

“ Aw, shucks. “ And so he drank.

[elowhinn]

Remember guys even I can get a bit 𝕸𝖎𝖘𝖈𝖍𝖎𝖊𝖛𝖎𝖔𝖚𝖘 when it comes to requests ;) Yeah, I was starting to feel burnt out so I took that break- and now I'm back and simping as ever!

Don't worry Wara this is just my normal schedule now, considering I FINALLY yes FINALLY managed to find a balance, my bedtime is actually 8-9 pm, so me waking up at those times are hehe- unexpected.

YEAHh I have a request just like that but considering the lack of Ghostblade content it's really hard me to get like- a very, very solid grasp of him ( unlike Bob ) But hyper analyzation is one of my special skills so hopefully by the end of the month it's posted! ( considering.. said request has been in my inbox for awhile.. sorry anon. )

As the X number one fan I gotta ask u what do you think about girl dad X bro because I had a vision in my dreams and now I gotta raise my voice with this

A/N : As X's no.1 and ONLY true fan /j I'm actually way ahead and thought of that weeks ago. What do you guy's think the baby's name should be? ALSOO- Hii, I'm back I had to take a short impromptu break for my declining mental health and all that jazz so I'm so sorry :( Hope you guys forgive me.

Btw I wrote this in the peak writing conditions- I.E early morning ( 3-4 A.M ) in a bathrobe and with music. This is both headcanons and a small scenario,

CHARACTERS | X ( Bai Xizhuang ) , Reader ( You )

INCLUDES | Girldad!X is canon, ooc X would've been the one to give birth, siri play daddy issues by the neighbourhood.

One, two, three, four- He counted— Circles upon circles as he paced around in the hallway outside of the Labor room, fingers fidgeting with a golden coin— and his chest beating rapidly, heart pounding against his ribs so hard that it hurt. It wasn’t meant to go like this, no- he’d never have things go this way— He promised, he vowed that he’ll be with you till death do you both part-

But what is Bai Xizhuang supposed to do without you?

A sharp pang pierced itself into Bai Xizhuang’s chest- as finally, he stopped— Stopped pacing, stopped fidgeting- that enough was the answer, airways felt as if they were tightening up— forcing him to gasp for shallow breaths of air, and his fists clenched. He doesn’t know. Neither did he want to dwell on such a timeline, he didn’t wanna be trapped in his imagination— The image of you being possibly gone from his life forever.

He tried his best— He made sure that your health, mental- and physical— So why, why is everything turning for the worse- He didn’t want his last memory of you be the one where you screamed in agony inside that damn room- as he was escorted out.

It happened so fast— Your hand in his own squeezing it tightly as you gave birth, nurse’s and doctors surround the both of you— And you closed your eyes, there the mayhem began. Shouts and medical orders thrown around in the room like breakable objects, suddenly he felt his arm being pulled back by personnel- telling him to leave the room,

No- No, please— He begged, but they didn’t budge, and that’s what brought him here today- A total mess,

And for the first time, X— Couldn’t do anything. He can’t take your pain away— can’t even ensure your survival— Can’t use his ability to change things, he couldn’t snap his fingers and everything magically got better-

And yet he’s left with the one thing that gave him such, belief.

He could only believe that you’ll survive- pray that you’ll be there with him- alive and healthy- to raise your baby girl.

.

.

.

“ Sir.. I’m sorry for your loss. “ No— no… He quickly sped past the doctor, fingers pushed against the door as he barged into the room and- You were there. Alive, breathing and smiling at him tiredly with as much cheekiness you could muster in that moment- Giving him two peace signs, head tilting to the side—

“ You thought I died didn’t you— “ You joked, voice hoarse and cracked— eyes crinkling as you stared at him directly- breathing in slow and steady, X visibly sighed in relief- before gently bending over beside the bed— Hand reaching out to touch the side of your cheek, caressing it in a tender embrace as your warmth seeped through and gave heat to his cold ones.

“ Don’t ever fucking do that again. “ X then let out a grumble- not annoyed, but worried— Soft, yet still stern. Glossy dark eyes bore into yours, glasses shining with the bright and cool hospital light. He leaned in closer to you as he kissed the side of your forehead, glasses bumping into it as he stayed there- still and for awhile.

You laughed as you gave into him, disheveled hair pressing into his neck, “ M’sorry, couldn’t help it, love… “ You murmured tiredly, your thumb gently rubbing circles into his free one. Snickering a bit as you basked in his presence, suddenly— “ Are you alright- is everything fine— our baby, where- “ X rambled out, panic settling into his bones once more—

Gently bringing your pointer finger to your lips- “ Ssh- Look over there, they’re bringing her in. “ You stated, pointing to the nurse who brought the bundle of joy into the room— The nurse smiled at the both of you as she handed you the baby,

“ Congratulations Mrs, and Ms— It’s a healthy baby girl, now- Do you both have a name in mind? “

Congratulations indeed on surviving the ‘Dead Wife, Unhappy Life’ curse— X, you certainly are one lucky bastard.

Putting that aside, X is definitely the best— He’s the one to let you rest as much as you can, often doing the chores and more around the house— The baby cries? Snap, and he’s in the nursery in an instant already cooing and making the baby laugh as he has her all cradled in his arms, giggling and creating silly gestures.

Whenever it’s ‘Bring your Kid to work-day’ Believe that he’s going into his workplace— with a cute and pastel pink baby carrier, and all his co-workers are surprised because what do you mean this man is married? And has a kid no less!? As introverted as he is, he has to ( sadly ) suck it up and talk to the other parents to get advice and more just to learn how to care of both of yall’s child together.

The type to sob uncontrollably as his daughter has to go to her first day of kindergarten, taking pictures and always willing to miss a day of work just to go to his daughters events- The loudest to cheer, and the loudest to cry.

His fans would immediately notice that he looks more tired, and quote ‘fatherly’ during his streams— Only for him to laugh it off, and— yet you see him winking cheekily to the camera, never giving a coherent answer— But maybe it has something to do with the ring on his ring finger. ( Everyone is so intrigued and curious, and he’s out here living his best life. )

He’d walk in on you trying to teach your daughter to say the word ‘Dada’ and she keeps saying ‘Mama’ instead— Oh he’d be devastated, and yet- When the day finally comes that your daughter would say the world ‘Dada’ he’s jumping and jolly.

Anyways did you know that your daughter is an exact clone of your husband? Save for the eyes, she inherited from you— But believe if she’s exactly like her father then she’s a total mommy’s girl, just like ‘Dada’ who can’t keep his hands off you- neither can your daughter. ( But it’s cute to see them battling it out for your attention, hehe. )

When you were recovering he was there at your beck and call— Chocolates, movies- everything, X is the best husband- Even managed to get his boss to agree to him doing a PPL ( Payed Parental Leave ) Just so he could be there by your side, tending to your physical and emotional needs.

X would look at you feeding your baby, and wonder if he too— could try it one day.

Y’know, Love… Our kid just said she wanted a new sibling for Christmas.. Just saying.